finally....

Dear all,

Finally berakhirlah exam… so from today on.. Xder lg likert, CSR atau annova or whatsoever… bolehla take a deep breath sampai ujung tahun… sambil2 layan Farmville kat face book…. Since ter’maen’ game nie terus melekat kat depan pc mengadap lading jer.. Mulalah dok berangan nak menjadi petani moden…

Erk… boleh ker??? Mcm tak appropriate je… sbb firstly mmg tak than panas and biler berjemur je mulalah dapat headache and anything in between… muka pun berpeluh2.. Cair mcm lilin… adakah I nie ‘puteri lilin’… hehehe…

By the way, since tak ade banyak masa lapang nie bolehlah pikirkan my next step.. Apa yg perlu di lakukan in order to survive in this enviroment.. Kdg2 rasa sesak sangat nafas nie… whether mampu ker tidak utk teruskan….

Dan inilah masanyer juga tu start maharajah diri… thinks about what happen around me… mula bina keyakinan diri which I feel very low of self esteem atau dalam bahasa bukunyer punya inferiority complex yang amat teruk… weapon kadang2 gaya I je mcm diva.. The truth is..


Ok.. See you then.

XOXO

p/s: An inferiority complex, in the fields of psychology and psychoanalysis, is a feeling that one is inferior to others in some way. Such feelings can arise from an imagined or actual inferiority in the afflicted person. It is often subconscious, and is thought to drive afflicted individuals to overcompensate, resulting either in spectacular achievement or extreme schizotypal behavior, or both. Unlike a normal feeling of inferiority, which can act as an incentive for achievement, an inferiority complex is an advanced state of discouragement, often resulting in a retreat from difficulties