Monday, December 7, 2009
something....
dah terlalu lama tak menulis dlm blog nie... disbbkan terlalu la bznyer tahun nie dgn mcm2 perkara yg berlaku yg byk menguji kesabaran... anyway, hopefully bg tahun yang mendatang everything will be back to normal. maybe next year akan ada project baru... bole la kumpul duit wat beli rumah... lately dah ter'obses' dengan home decor... majalah pun dah bertukat from cosmo or eh tu anjung seri or anything yg got to do with home decor... so, kenalah keje kuat tuk menambahkan tabung yg sedia ada...
nanti updated lagi
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Salam Eid Adha...
Salam Eidul Adha... moga lebaran ini membawa seribu kemaafan dan keinsafan diri dan moga2.. Allah memanjangkan umur dan memberikan kesihatan agar dapat terus berdiri dan melangkah di bumiNYa ini... well, this coming 'raya' will definately would not be the same as before as my parents dah selamat berangkat ke tanah suci Mekah utk menunaikan ibadah haji and adik plak tak cuti so celebrate la kami adik beradik di rumah...
and guess what, nie lah masanyer for me tuk tunjukkan kepakaran ku di dapur yg restricted bila my mum ader sbb tu territory dia, and when its comes that my mum ade rumah no one will invaded her place so.. masak2 nie mmgla tak berpeluang kalau my mum ade...
so, bila dier takde.. mmg hancus lah dapur kesayangan dier tu, dgn pinggan tak basuh and segala mcm tumpahan di karpet n lantai... and takes time jugak nak clean it out...
lagi satu yg mencabarnyer biler raya sendirian nie is we cannot measure atau baget which is the appropriate time nak membeli barangan dapur tu di masak.. sbb kami beli dah mlm raya so all the chicken ka daging ka semua licin... lastly kami beli ayam yg dah siap di packing... everything instant... dr ketupat, rendang, sambal kacang dll... semuanyernyer di sediakan oleh chef yg tak bertauliah nie.. janji boleh makan....
erm.. apa2pun sedih juga... harap2 abah & mak akan mendapat Haji yg Mambrur dan selamat pulang ke tananhair. Amin.. ingat ada rezeki lebih nak wat korban n tunaikan umrah di mekah... insyallah... hopefully.
till then, see ya...
XOXO
p/s:
Eid al-Adha (Arabic: عيد الأضحى ‘Īdu l-’Aḍḥā) "Festival of Sacrifice" or "Greater Eid" is a holiday celebrated by Muslims worldwide to commemorate the willingness of Abraham (Ibrahim) to sacrifice his son as an act of obedience to God. Eid is also about spending time with family and enjoying the fact that we all have food and a roof over our heads.
Eid al-Adha is the latter of two Eid festivals celebrated by Muslims, whose basis comes from the Quran.[1] Like Eid al-Fitr, Eid al-Adha begins with a short prayer followed by a sermon (khuṭba).
Eid al-Adha annually falls on the 10th day of the month of Dhul Hijja (ذو الحجة) of the lunar Islamic calendar. The festivities last for three days or more depending on the country. Eid al-Adha occurs the day after the pilgrims conducting Hajj, the annual pilgrimage to Mecca in Saudi Arabia by Muslims worldwide, descend from Mount Arafat. It happens to be approximately 70 days after the end of the month of Ramadan.
Moga Hari raya nie membawa seribu kemaafan dan menuntut seribu pengorbanan dari kita.... :)
Friday, November 20, 2009
birthday....
this month is my birthday... happy birthday to me.. may all my wishes and what i really want in life will come true... insyallah... as for the 30th birthday... hahaha... dah 30 rupernyer umoku... banyak yg tellah berlaku for the past 30years .. ada yg manis and ada yg pahit and whatever in between... mayb dah sampai masanyer tuk pikirkan bilakah the best time to settle down.. rasanyer dah terlalu penat ya amat when its come to chase whatever yg dah diplankan dlm ruang waktu yang di tetapkan...
this is the time to think most of myself rather than to think about others... masa to re'branding' diri sendiri to become someone yg dah matang thru usia bukan somebody yg bole digula2kan... stop been snobbish and kuat merajuk and pretend nothing is happening but yet its happen...
this birthday, should be remebered as the birthday that i most planned off but yet most unpleasent own walaupun the place to celebrate is up high in the fraser hill which likely to be one of my favourite places to be. tp sempatlah beli a souvenior as kenang2an and snap some picture excluding me... :) sbb i nie pemalu... hahahah
by then, see ya sooon
XOXO
p/s: A birthday, as the term implies, is the anniversary of the particular day on which a person was born. Though by no means universal, such occasions are celebrated in numerous cultures, often with a party or, in some instances, a rite of passage.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
finally....
Finally berakhirlah exam… so from today on.. Xder lg likert, CSR atau annova or whatsoever… bolehla take a deep breath sampai ujung tahun… sambil2 layan Farmville kat face book…. Since ter’maen’ game nie terus melekat kat depan pc mengadap lading jer.. Mulalah dok berangan nak menjadi petani moden…
Erk… boleh ker??? Mcm tak appropriate je… sbb firstly mmg tak than panas and biler berjemur je mulalah dapat headache and anything in between… muka pun berpeluh2.. Cair mcm lilin… adakah I nie ‘puteri lilin’… hehehe…
By the way, since tak ade banyak masa lapang nie bolehlah pikirkan my next step.. Apa yg perlu di lakukan in order to survive in this enviroment.. Kdg2 rasa sesak sangat nafas nie… whether mampu ker tidak utk teruskan….
Dan inilah masanyer juga tu start maharajah diri… thinks about what happen around me… mula bina keyakinan diri which I feel very low of self esteem atau dalam bahasa bukunyer punya inferiority complex yang amat teruk… weapon kadang2 gaya I je mcm diva.. The truth is..
Ok.. See you then.
XOXO
p/s: An inferiority complex, in the fields of psychology and psychoanalysis, is a feeling that one is inferior to others in some way. Such feelings can arise from an imagined or actual inferiority in the afflicted person. It is often subconscious, and is thought to drive afflicted individuals to overcompensate, resulting either in spectacular achievement or extreme schizotypal behavior, or both. Unlike a normal feeling of inferiority, which can act as an incentive for achievement, an inferiority complex is an advanced state of discouragement, often resulting in a retreat from difficulties
